Just got some things to ponder on my mind at the moment.
Mistress saying this morning, AFTER our intial 'conversation', that I am free to join her on rollercoasters anytime. That made me smile.
The thought of explaining the There situation to my parents - Mistress and I were going to subcontract the explanation to Sir, while Mistress was giggling in the corner. However, Sir has said he will join Mistress in the giggling, and therefore I will have to explain things. My reaction to that? 'Fuck'.
Me adding to some of Mistresses experiences with Sir. Like overhearing things this morning. Adding, adding - I laughed for two minutes straight, the loudest I have laughed in a long time, when I equated that sort of addition with 'would you like fries with that' lol lol.
Oh, and when Sir and Mistress talk strategy, they don't mention me at all. Just as I was about to pout in that particular phone conversation, Mistress said, we already have sorted out the strategy with you. And, as well as a sudden burst of nerves, my heart almost soared out of my chest. Soared, bit of an exaggeration? Nah, I wish it was, but it isn't. Hard to explain, I'm not starved of attention and love and care and all the rest, but when I am reminded of those things, yeah, soar is the word.
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