Procrastination

Well, over the course of this weekend - Monday to be exact - I will be moving up to my parents' place.  Kind of a two step plan, to leave my furniture and all the other stuff there, and then in a couple of weeks, fly over to There.  To be with Mistress, Sir and all the assorted things that will make my life interesting.

So yes, I am trying to get some motivation up to work on packing more boxes, but am failing miserably.  All these books, I really should get a Kindle for the ones apart from the art books.  Though those are heavy in and of themselves LOL.  But, I have the rest of the weekend to do so, and I am getting rid of junk quite efficiently. it is just the packing that is doing my head in.

Meanwhile, over There...

Mistress is really really REALLY struggling.  She has taken stress leave off work, and right at the moment can't even contemplate going back in.  Sir has had a couple of domestic-to-him issues come up, and there are other issues cropping up that aren't helping either.  And Sir seems to struggle to gauge Mistress' moods when she is this way, whereas I pick them up as easily as seeing a firework explode.  Part of my been there done that got the tshirt experience from years ago, I think, that helps me understand what Mistress is going through, moreso than Sir can.

I said something to her this morning, along the lines of I would do anything for her, but more specific - to financial matters, in fact.  She paused, thinking how much I am willing to offer her, and it kind of seemed to hit home more so than when I have said stuff, in a big picture sense, over the past month or so.

I am hers, completely and utterly.  It should scare me, but it doesn't.  It feels the most natural thing for me to do, and it feels like the most natural relationship I have ever been in.

The permission to have kinky bi sex with randoms is just an added bonus lol.