The title today is the email I got from Mistress today. I just thought I would put it up there to stroke my ego a bit more lol. Just because I am submissive, doesn't mean I don't like a bit of ego stroking, from appropriate people, from time to time.
Last night I was doing one of my multiple 'I love you' things, and the reply I got from her was that she wasn't all that loveable. Which worries me.
Then, during the work day, there is an anti stress initiative happening later in the month, linked to Lifeline fundraising. There was a list of, for want of a better term, warning signs, and Mistress does have unusual sleeping patterns, always tired or not getting enough sleep. Also a decline in interest in stuff, such as socialising - I know her and Sir are getting to learn to live with each other, but there is a difference between your social life settling down or it falling off a cliff completely. And, although she does her best to put on the brave face, sometimes I fear she isn't coping as well as she could be.
Then, during the work day, there is an anti stress initiative happening later in the month, linked to Lifeline fundraising. There was a list of, for want of a better term, warning signs, and Mistress does have unusual sleeping patterns, always tired or not getting enough sleep. Also a decline in interest in stuff, such as socialising - I know her and Sir are getting to learn to live with each other, but there is a difference between your social life settling down or it falling off a cliff completely. And, although she does her best to put on the brave face, sometimes I fear she isn't coping as well as she could be.
Talked to her quickly tonight, before she had to go, because she wasn't really in a talkative mood. Not long to go now until I am there though, which is good. She also said a couple of days ago that she can hardly see into the future far enough to see me arrive, which is only next month. Let alone further into the year.
We both did a Myers-Brigg personality test last night, one of those mini online ones. She is an INTJ, I am an ESFJ. Almost total opposites. Perhaps why our personalities seem to mesh so well.
We both did a Myers-Brigg personality test last night, one of those mini online ones. She is an INTJ, I am an ESFJ. Almost total opposites. Perhaps why our personalities seem to mesh so well.
I can't wait to get over there to assist her with the load.
It is kinda funny, in a way. Before my last visit, I was the one needing constant care, constant support and all the rest. Not quite the same, but close enough in reverse now. She seems to be fraying, and I am the strong, constant one. I need to be strong for her, for them both.
It is kinda funny, in a way. Before my last visit, I was the one needing constant care, constant support and all the rest. Not quite the same, but close enough in reverse now. She seems to be fraying, and I am the strong, constant one. I need to be strong for her, for them both.
Love you babe xxx
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