Up, and Down

Good Venga Boys lyric.  Or have I got the correct crime against music parolees lol.

So yes, up as in the sense of not as down as yesterday.  Also up in the sense of applying for three internal positions There with current company.  Two of which are basically what I do Here, but in a different part of the company.  Wouldn't say I would be an automatic selection, but definite probability of shortlisting wouldn't be showing too much ego, I think.

Then the down.  A friendship I have been working on for hmm, at least six months now, has come to a shuddering halt.  Against the metaphorical brick wall.  Apparently it is too draining being a friend with me, and this person couldn't find the energy or will to continue.  And this was completely out of the blue, private message on facebook, I was like WTF.

Am trying to resist analysing what I could have done better, but the later the night has gone on, the more my mind begins to drift in that direction.  Could be a good time to head to bed to sleep, perhaps.