So yes, two munches in the region in two days. Today's one I wasn't so social at, primarily because one of the couples there I have been wanting to meet for months, and I finally got around to doing so. I could have met them last month, but in my mind I had a scheduling clash, whereas Mistress told me I just chickened out. Hey, it is a fair hike to get to that location, so I have to mentally prepare for months in advance for it hahaha.
But yes, the couple in question had also waited months to catch up with me, and it was a lovely lunch catch up. Very very relaxed with those two, they are a lovely couple, and also did small talk with the rest of the group up my end of the table. Reasonable lunch, chicken kiev if you were wondering, and a fair few beers. As one half of the lovely couple said, he couldn't let me go home, getting on the train straight.
I thought we had ascertained I was bi? LOL, bad joke, sorry.
I thought we had ascertained I was bi? LOL, bad joke, sorry.
One thing about the meet ups I have had the last two days is that a lot of the people were coupled up. Which kinda sorta made me miss Mistress. Which then led me to thinking that even when I am There, my place with Mistress and Sir won't be a 'couple' dynamic. Which then leads to my brain exploding with over complicating things, and me rocking back and forth concentrating on them reassuring me everything will be alright.
I make her proud.
I make her happy.
She loves me.
She wants me over there.
Those are things to concentrate on. As for Sir, I hope he respects me, I hope he sees me as a positive, and I hope he sees that I add something to the overall situation. As I believe I have stated before, the Sir and I communication thing needs a lot more work to get to the communication two way that Mistress and I have.
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