Late Last Night

I awoke, without the comforting feel of weight on my neck.  I reached to my throat, and realised I wasn't wearing The Collar.  A brief moment of panic ensued, thinking where is it, and what would Mistress think?  As I battled towards wakefulness, I realised I was at my parent's house, and there is no way that The Collar will be making a show and tell there anytime this lifetime.  I was still unsettled though.

This morning, in the fully awake world, saw that Sir had asserted actual Ownership over me on a website.  Was surprised that he had decided to do so before I got over There, and surprised that it was he rather than Mistress that made that step first.  Not that for a minute I don't consider she Owns me already, but to have it out in public like it is with Sir, hmm.

I was talking to her this afternoon, late this afternoon, and she said she needs to think about it before taking the step that Sir did.  Which wasn't really a surprise, the thinking over things bit, the surprise, the shock was what Sir did.  But, the completist in me, wanting to make everything lines up the same, was a tad disappointed that I'm not Owned by them both yet.

Mistress is struggling at the moment.  And some of the things I have said to her the last couple of days haven't helped.  Which kinda makes me want to jump back in the box and not come out again for days, but that's not the answer.  Especially not when I am trying to be a better partner/sub/whatever for her.

Another kink related social gathering this evening.  Hopefully will be fun.  Mistress said not to let any strange people harm me, otherwise she and Sir would have to come over Here and kick some butt.  Which kinda made me feel better, after disappointing her earlier on in the conversation.