I need to eat healthier. I need to lose weight. Yeah, yeah, I know, it could be a two minute wonder, but it gave me something to think about today rather than just how long it is until I get there. And getting healthier would be good. I eat far too much processed food.
And, in a sense of bad news, good news, Vancouver losing the Stanley Cup means that I am not having a mass hallucination this year. If I was then EVERYTHING would be turning out right. And, in a sense, and call me silly for thinking that way, but if the Canucks couldn't win, then it feels as if other things have more of a chance of going right. It is sport, it is emotion, it doesn't make sense, I know.
Have been trying to avoid thinking of that friend who ditched me yesterday, and what her reasons for that ditching could be. Another mate said it was quite clear, she wasn't pissed off at you, she was just worn out. And she was civilised in how she said it. I guess it was just another moment here I took it with a bit too much emotion, rather than the cold logic that others can see it with.
Another non descript day at work. Forgettable. Getting told I did three things wrong, but really, water off a duck's back at the moment. I know, I know, I should care more about work, especially if I get an internal transfer to There, but, I don't.
As I was saying to Mistress a short time ago, I am off the flatness that I was on a few days ago, but rather I am Over It. Time is going sooooooooo slowly. I really need to find some stuff to occupy my time, and that I can get enthusiastic about. I have two catch ups with possible new friends over the weekend, so I think I will get enthused about that.
God I hope something speeds up the getting There process.
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