Montag

Dammit, the Mets are only two games above the Expos in the worst team in the division stakes - six games between the two sides before the end of the season, so please please pull something out of the bag boys - not the above .500 season I was hoping for, but as per usual LOL.



Anyways, so that is what five thirty in the morning looks like LOL - on early shifts the next four weeks at work, so yeah will be home at about quarter to five at night. Yawn LOL. Umm, talking about yawn, couldn't get to sleep last night, even though it was Serendipity vs Zoolander on the movies - the latter didn't seem as stupid on a first viewing (something about a darkened room LOL), but the former, yes John Cusack, yes Kate Beckinsale doing cute, but OMG the lamest movie I have seen in a long time - and yes, I did see it as a date movie LOL, it was even lame for that... not a good first date movie either, but yes, I'll no doubt raise that disaster at another time LOL.



Work itself, well it couldn't have been worse than Friday, possibly the worst day of work thus far, but forward to the future rather than look at the past. Had a nice lazy day yesterday, maybe next weekend I will have to do something LOL, but it was nice to relax. Netting, reading the paper, playing on the computer (game not on the net), and trying to sleep while watching those two sleepy movies.



Nice little riot that went on here - I mean, when you start punching BEFORE the game even starts, that's a bad thing. Aussie rules, funny sport anyways. Hmm, and all I can find is a few paragraphs, wish I could show you the video that has been on the news LOL - although too lazy to go searching for a link :)



Okies, that's it for me - oh, just a quick aside - when I think deeply about 'the future' I get a small little knot of tension or jumpiness or uncertainty at the centre of my stomach. Tried to ring a neutral party friend in Canada, what with the time zones, when I couldn't get to sleep last night, but she wasn't answering - and no, not a she in THAT sense LOL. Just thought I would mention it, start venting a bit perhaps - no, I am horrid at that, venting LOL.



And tomorrow I might not get on at all, free meal and drinks (in moderation Paul, in moderation) for a work thing the managers saying thanks to the staff - apparently the hotel is really classy, so it will be a good night perhaps... fingers crossed anyways :)



Pauly