So, I was meaning to wait until the weekend to call Mum and give her a wrap up of the first week, that she hadn't gotten in email already. However, I got my first successful call back for a job interview yesterday, and after telling Mistress straight away (by email, she was at work), I got on the phone with Mum. Talked about the job thing for a bit, and then kind of grazed against the three in the relationship thing. The phrase that stands out that Mum said was that she is just worried that I will get hurt. To which I replied that on the balance of the good and bad before I got here, I decided to jump in.
Related that to Mistress when she got home, and she looked at me and said yes, we are worried that you will get hurt as well. We as in Sir and her. Which actually surprised me. I thought we had sorted all that stuff out when I was over the other side of the country, that the worst Mistress could see happening was that her and I remain best friends, and perhaps even have the D/s dynamic still going on, but not in the relationship sense. Anyways, back to the here and now, and she said that even if Sir and her did everything they could for me, I could still end up being hurt in some way, shape or form.
*Sad face*
But logically, I can't get hurt. Me getting hurt would upset Mistress. I will never upset Mistress. Therefore, I can't get hurt. I should have been born a Vulcan lol.
Onto other things. The one Boss or two thing that again, I thought we had sorted out on the other side of the country, raised itself again last night. I was rewriting a profile for a website, and said that Mistress was the Boss and that Sir I just followed orders from, and she recoiled in horror at the thought that Sir didn't control me as much as she does. Or something. Plus making my profile all about them, rather than myself - ooh, I am a human Rorschach test. Yes, Rorschach is another word I have always wanted to use in my blog lol. Especially after watching and reading Watchmen hahaha.
Sir said that when he gets his mojo back, he will be dragging BOTH of us by our hair to do grisly threats to. I have a crew cut and have shaved around the nether regions, so I looked at him in the grinning sense about the hair. He said he would find a fistful of hair on me SOMEWHERE to drag me with. Owie, but still I was grinning. Then, another friend had suggested a full body wax to me last week, and I mentioned that. Sir said I should have kept my mouth shut, because now he was going to ban full body waxes. I looked down at my feet and said yes Sir. Mistress' eyes boggled at how easily I had taken that Order, and that I hadn't even I dunno, looked at or consulted with her about it. Though she doesn't like the full body wax crowd.
Two bosses. Just when I thought I had simplified my life bringing it down to one hahaha. *Rolls eyes*
Oh, and the feeling of ease we have around each other now - or at least, that I have now. Mistress kisses me goodnight, while Sir is in the room, without him seeming to bat an eyelid. It's a little thing, I guess, but it means a lot to me.
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