Exhausted

This has been a busy, very exhausting, very fun week.  As well as counting down to getting There, which means there is a bit of fluidity in my thinking, getting rid of the Here thinking, taking on the There thinking.  I woke up this morning at 5am, and was thinking of all the last minute stuff that I needed to do.  And in thinking of the last minute stuff, realised that Here will not be Here for much longer.

And I think I put my finger on what exactly is stressing me out, even though I should be relaxing at this stage - I have never, NEVER wanted anything to work out as much as I want the Mistress and I dynamic to bloom.  To which Mistress said, well, then we will just have to make sure it works.  Though even though that sounded like her typical INTJ self, there is an edge of nervousness to her as well, as she is realising that she will actually soon have to juggle Sir and I in the same house lol.

Interesting times.

At least, if things go wrong over There (not that they will of course, Mistress has ordered it so), Tuesday's couple are more than willing to hijack me as their own house elf hehehe.  And one of my mates over here, who I slept next to on Wednesday night (hehehehehe), is going to miss me terribly.

In THIRTY HOURS I will be there.  EEEEEEK!