Saturday, May 31, 2014

I Honestly Don't Know How To Feel

Casablanca is moving to Brisbane.

Both Roma and Jacksonville said that it will be a good thing, to clear my head, and heart, of all the chains and connections with her.  But when it happens, it is going to hurt like a motherfucker.

Even though I have moved on, even though the relationship level never got to where I wanted it, at even at the highest level, it was only there for four months.  It will still hurt.

She's a complication I don't need anymore.  On the logical level.  On the emotional level, I still love her, even though she has fallen down the friends chart in importance.

It will be for the best.  As I grind my teeth.

I'm not fucking following her this time.

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