Mistress is playing the piano. She hasn't played it for approximately two years, and she is a bit rusty, but one of the things she has said that will make her happy in the future - hopefully the near future - is having enough spare time to play the piano at least twice a week.
Is a bit of a win, because the rest of her day has been a bit flat. Again. I said to her that I wished I could be in two places at once - as in, one part of me out working and earning money, the other part of me at home looking after her. Because to be frank, she does need looking after. She said to me that it is a bit of a struggle getting any sort of motivation at home by herself. And the bank basically shoved her proposal to reorganise the mortgage down her throat. Which Mistress was kind of expecting, and next step is going to the government body that looks after banking regulations, but still, she took a bit of an emotional hit with it all.
She does have a job interview tomorrow. Which I think is a positive, even if she is talking herself down. And catching up for lunch will be awesome. It is funny, we were talking during my morning break, and we miss each other in the daytime, even though we are now in the same city, only ten kays apart (during the day). Sweet, in an almost sickly way.
Oh, and talking of work, god, if I stay at this current job for much longer, I will take over the place. My manager today was saying you have had experience of how to do things a particular way, what would you advise we do with our team. I was like gobsmacked, but I was even more gobsmacked at how I jumped in and gave actual, you know, advice. Amazed at myself, looking from the inside, how I am at the moment.
With the rush in the mornings now that I am working, I still make time to make Mistress coffee. There is something nice about sharing the morning coffee and/or slice of toast with her. Drinking from the same cup, taking bites out of the same slice. Just a sense of uber comfort with her. I hope she somewhat feels the same way.
Oh, and that's another thing. I saw Mistress post on a discussion about keeping focus while being property, as she is to Sir. Not that I consider myself property - primarily because she won't let me think that way lol - but for mine, how I keep focus is the thought of how things would be Here without me in her life. And, not being a big head about how much I am helping around here, but the thought of what would happen without me here, to be honest, scares me.
She has been barely coping as it is, with all the resources and concentration of both myself and Sir to hand. So, I need to keep focus in serving them both, and that is that.
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