I'm still processing what happened yesterday. I still am very very angry about it all. It wasn't anywhere near being my fault at all, yet I am the one seemingly upset and withdrawn, and Sir is his usual chirpy self. I keep going back to him daring me to say something else, to get hit again. The day at work wasn't too horrid, but too many other things going on in my head about home. And then when Mistress said Sir was picking me up after work, I groaned internally.
And have been very very quiet and withdrawn since I got home. Work almost seemed a better option to stay at. As I realise the enormity of what I just wrote. Sir and the boys were boisterous, Mistress' mother came over, and Mistress was busy cooking. I retreated to the bedroom to doze.
And am feeling like retreating to doze again. This isn't good.
And am feeling like retreating to doze again. This isn't good.
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