Have had the blogger screen on in the background as I read the news (no, I am going to spare you today, no ranting on topics geopolitic), wondering where to start with this tonight.
No, I didn't go out drinking or socialising tonight - SGR was umming and ahhing all day, and really, I should have known she was going to bail, I never was thinking it would be a one on one drink, and she wasn't going around inviting any others for drinks as far as I could see/hear. And then LDU has a way of making you feel so stupid, she asked who I was going to the pub with and was hung out to dry LOL. Wandered over after work, but didn't feel like it, couldn't see anyone, really, going out by yourself hmm how sad is that - apart from the movies where it is dark of course LOL, self justification always fun :)
Also slightly churned up by something I need to resolve at work, non-work related. Otherwise I feel like I will just look like a grinning idiot with no brains, and no err courage. Can I wait for the next socialising event, cos resolving social things at work just seems so unprofessional to me, but sometimes necessary. KWA got a job in another part of town with the company, so she will be leaving our part of the world, NBO mentioned it to me today when I said to her that I may as well wear my nice shirts at work on Fridays on the off chance of ever socialising. I'm just not brave enough to rock boats or anything I think...
Enough for now, I will hopefully get inspired over the weekend
Pauly
No, I didn't go out drinking or socialising tonight - SGR was umming and ahhing all day, and really, I should have known she was going to bail, I never was thinking it would be a one on one drink, and she wasn't going around inviting any others for drinks as far as I could see/hear. And then LDU has a way of making you feel so stupid, she asked who I was going to the pub with and was hung out to dry LOL. Wandered over after work, but didn't feel like it, couldn't see anyone, really, going out by yourself hmm how sad is that - apart from the movies where it is dark of course LOL, self justification always fun :)
Also slightly churned up by something I need to resolve at work, non-work related. Otherwise I feel like I will just look like a grinning idiot with no brains, and no err courage. Can I wait for the next socialising event, cos resolving social things at work just seems so unprofessional to me, but sometimes necessary. KWA got a job in another part of town with the company, so she will be leaving our part of the world, NBO mentioned it to me today when I said to her that I may as well wear my nice shirts at work on Fridays on the off chance of ever socialising. I'm just not brave enough to rock boats or anything I think...
Enough for now, I will hopefully get inspired over the weekend
Pauly
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