This morning, had a dream that woke me with a start - I was doing my regular thing at work, had put in a request to put a little extra towards my debt repayments, I don't know, doing a direct debit or something, and the next thing I knew, work had done a credit check on me, and I was fired.
I had an impression that I was still with a temping agency, but I was agog at the reasoning for my sacking. I thought that if I was sacked from this job for that, then what other job would let me in - reason for leaving your last job indeed hmmph.
I managed to sneak in the next day, with the help of sympathetic workmate friends, confront one of the team leaders, who showed me a copy of the credit report. I went to my former desk, had people come over and say how sorry they were, rubbing my back and such, and I tried to focus on the credit report, but I was trying to concentrate too hard, reading the text of the report, and lost the dream - you know how it is, I am sure.
Great, two of my insecurities, my work and my debt, mixed together in one perfect storm of a nightmare - weapons of mass destruction, meet dreams of mass insecurity LOL. At least I didn't seem to have worries about friends deserting me, that sure would have been the trifecta.
Another dream I had last week seemed based on a karaoke competition at work. I arrived in the office one day to hear LDU singing Dido's All You Want, and decided I wanted to have a crack at this singing lark as well. Except it wasn't karaoke, there weren't the lyrics in front of you, so I was stuck there for a second or five trying to think of a song that I knew all the words for. The first one off the top of my head was Ray Charles' Shake Your Tailfeather, off the Blues Brothers.
Eh, the things my subconscious tells me. If only I could decipher them.
In the land of reality, I told LDU she was in a dream I had, and what she was doing, and she said she was a big fan of Dido - well, that's a positive at least :)
Laterz
Pauly
I had an impression that I was still with a temping agency, but I was agog at the reasoning for my sacking. I thought that if I was sacked from this job for that, then what other job would let me in - reason for leaving your last job indeed hmmph.
I managed to sneak in the next day, with the help of sympathetic workmate friends, confront one of the team leaders, who showed me a copy of the credit report. I went to my former desk, had people come over and say how sorry they were, rubbing my back and such, and I tried to focus on the credit report, but I was trying to concentrate too hard, reading the text of the report, and lost the dream - you know how it is, I am sure.
Great, two of my insecurities, my work and my debt, mixed together in one perfect storm of a nightmare - weapons of mass destruction, meet dreams of mass insecurity LOL. At least I didn't seem to have worries about friends deserting me, that sure would have been the trifecta.
Another dream I had last week seemed based on a karaoke competition at work. I arrived in the office one day to hear LDU singing Dido's All You Want, and decided I wanted to have a crack at this singing lark as well. Except it wasn't karaoke, there weren't the lyrics in front of you, so I was stuck there for a second or five trying to think of a song that I knew all the words for. The first one off the top of my head was Ray Charles' Shake Your Tailfeather, off the Blues Brothers.
Eh, the things my subconscious tells me. If only I could decipher them.
In the land of reality, I told LDU she was in a dream I had, and what she was doing, and she said she was a big fan of Dido - well, that's a positive at least :)
Laterz
Pauly
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