I really don't feel like going to work today. Not that I am physically sick, but up in the old head it's another story. Mainly a combination of three things - charity donations I should have made months back on behalf of my work team mates I have done my usual procrastination thing and will have to phone in, with multiple receipt requests - three weeks to tax time.
That's the biggie, and also my feelings of incompetence from Friday and another waste of a weekend hmmph. And is catch 22 with the receipts, the full paperwork is on one of the hard drives at work grrr.
Maybe I can go in and then get the paperwork and then say I'm sick. Am feeling worse and worse in the stomach as we go in and also the thought of the debt I haven't got under control (only one of an original number of six) is haunting me as well. Am well in the mood to just withdraw from the world entirely today. Said to V this morning on the phone as I procrastinated even going to the train station, that it was a day to stay under the blanket and not emerge. And no, not even the thought of my eye candy encouraged me to head in. Just damned duty.
Maybe I should start seeing a shrink again...
That's the biggie, and also my feelings of incompetence from Friday and another waste of a weekend hmmph. And is catch 22 with the receipts, the full paperwork is on one of the hard drives at work grrr.
Maybe I can go in and then get the paperwork and then say I'm sick. Am feeling worse and worse in the stomach as we go in and also the thought of the debt I haven't got under control (only one of an original number of six) is haunting me as well. Am well in the mood to just withdraw from the world entirely today. Said to V this morning on the phone as I procrastinated even going to the train station, that it was a day to stay under the blanket and not emerge. And no, not even the thought of my eye candy encouraged me to head in. Just damned duty.
Maybe I should start seeing a shrink again...
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