2013.1

1.  I am more self assured than I have ever been.

2.  I attribute this to my Don Johnson Miami Vice era designer stubble lol.

3.  No, actually it might be after months of putting up those positive reinforcement messages on Facebook and other social sites and email, that the messages I am looking for are finally starting to seep in to my consciousness.

4.  Example of positive messages I have been searching out - 'You are only going to be as good as the people you surround yourself with so be brave enough to let go of those who keep weighing you down'.

5.  And I feel very much like the Pied Piper of Hamelin at the moment.

6.  Nine lunch or dinner dates with nine different women over the next eight days lol.  Popularity totally sucks lol.  And the thing with the scheduling is that it was SO EASY.  In the past, I used to put uber effort into some friendships and hardly get anything back.  With the girls over the next couple of weeks, it has been me asking, wanna catch up, and them saying, yes, of course.  That ease of organisation hardly ever has happened for me before.

7.  The loving bond She and I have grows stronger and stronger.  There have been times, from both sides, where we have frustrated the fuck out of each other, but in the end, it is almost two years since we had our first Face to Face, and we haven't killed the other yet.  Mission accomplished?

8.  'What would we do without each other?' - 'Ain't that the truth.'

9.  I feel I have everything under control.  What I can't control, doesn't matter.

10.  Not that I would ever say She is one of the things that would ever be under my control, but even there, we are in a good place lol.